Catatan Rindol

  The only feeling that I get when seeing that art is “ahhh… its hurt” Without knowing the real meaning of the painting, I just say I’m feeling sarcasm when I see the painting. It feels for me, like a reminder that You didn’t have to run or keep running until you burn. You can take a rest and have a simple life like what you always wanted Don’t need to live to fill other people's expectations or other people's dreams. I don’t know what it’s right, but that’s just what I feel. Some people keep telling me that you should have ambition, but what if I don’t? I just wanna good life in my own description But maybe when you see the painting you feel like literally “yes I should run until I burn until I can’t run anymore” and there’s no right answer I think. You can find your own interpretation

Let’s talk about why you are angry, what upset you, and why you so important to me I like to talk, as much as I like to solitude myself I like to talk about the conflict that I have with people, what is my action that upset you. Why is it upset you? Because my reason is not that I intend to hurt you I do this because of . . . . I do that to the people, that are close to me, not to everyone. Only to close friends and family I am grateful for people who feel understand and okay with me bringing up the topic that once makes us angry or hurt each other, that’s just how I show my effort to take care of my relationship with people I don’t wanna hurt you anymore, I don’t wanna you misunderstanding me and that’s why I like talking about it. I just want us to understand each other point of view and that’s why I like people who can tell me “what’s on their mind”