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Sent: 20.11, Reply:10.20

In the world that keeps connecting,
I just wanna get away to take care my self

Alone and disconnected

To some people, they just didn’t understand me and kept complaining
To some people they just understand, even when I read and do not reply
I gratefully to both, the one that didn’t understand and the one that understands
I think I need both of them

Like the song Wonder by Shawn Mendes ”I wonder what it’s like to be my friends. Hope that they don’t think I forget about them”

Karena baik mereka yang mengerti ataupun yang selalu “ngomelin” tentang hal itu adalah orang - orang yang masih bersama rina saat ini. I'm grateful.

But still,
I wish there is still space and time when I just can get lost in my own space
Didn’t need to talk or respond to people, just me.
Didn’t need to be available all the time.
Because that’s one of the things that I need to keep surviving

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